In Real Life

So, today was the dreaded day (for me anyway)- the first day of Kindergarten. Kenzie bug was soooo excited and I kept telling myself that I should be too. Think about it....free "day care" five days a week! That is wonderful.....I can spend some much-needed one on one time with my son, I can maybe have some free time to finally finish some orders, I can start running again, I can take out my scrapping stuff back out, there is so much I can do.Well, in real life, I left my baby at school and completely fell apart. I left with the biggest empty feeling wrapped around my heart. I feel as if I have given her over to someone else to parent for me for over half the day- five days a week. I wonder how many times it is going to take me dropping her off to stop feeling that empty feeling anymore. Please tell me is will be soon.

Hopefully I will be back soon with some more upbeat news.